Imma poetic genius Stick in the mind of a suicidal dingo  And I just can't figure out how to combine the two, Writing and fighting ain't working, Cussing and fucking only relaxes them for a minute, Then we back in it, Mind just spinning, Heart over beating, Brain just walked away Senseless, I must say! My poem called New Things A Xoming

 I helped, Now I'm hurting, Accepting all this toxicity we make, Hoping it would make my body shake and quiver in its pleasantries, But all I've gotten was bouts of misery, Insides on fire Holding back words, and thoughts Saying fuck whatever it costs, I just want to be happy Loved, cherished, wanted and not needed, Accepted as is and not who someone wants me to be, Jump scares are becoming my daily, Conversations becomes arguments over nothing, Im done being resourceful, Putting others first, Doing that is only making me worse, Growing a hatred that's unshakable, Starting to not like alot of people for no particular reasons, It could be because the seasons changed, a nigga jumped in my lane, You could just be breathing and I hate it, You could just be breathing and I hate it, Im tried of faking it, You and I both know that I don't have to take this, This shit is beneath me and just bluntly unbearable, Fairies would neva!!

 Teddy bear, My Panda Bear,  I cuddle with them all, I do!  But if you say so, I make my otherTeddies lay low, Scadato I'll tell them they gotta nagaseyo, Honestly I'll do whatever you say, Like for instance, You say leave me alone, I won't. You may have had ya words mixed up, You know that I'm stuck, Like Footsie, with the foot pop, I won't be stopping tell we tell our children how mommy and daddy got together! Mommy was a little extra but persistent, Daddy was you know, playing hard to get, But in thee end it was all worth it, My love, You conformed it and  Night after night, Day after weeks would go by, And just like that your name would ring in my mind like my favorite Mariah Carey song, Just magically! I have many a Teddy Bears but, My Panda Bear is the only one I really wanna cuddle with. IG - daddys_nastypoet69 

 I want someone to love me and whole heartedly, make me believe in hope again. Make me feel butterflies,  Wanna soar high and make babies outta love,  Going from person to person is a dub, Im afraid that eventually I'll stop believing in love, relationships, and commitments, Only negative thoughts remain, Driving me insane, I just wants something monogamous, Chill back and honest, Dream lover, come save me,  I'll go into a deep slumber just so we can reconnect and be close,  The people in my reality don't really need me.  IG - daddys_nastypoet69 

I wanna be kissed so passionately and deep, That I fall into a deep slumber,  Wake up, And I'm still being kissed, I never want to have to miss how ya lips feel, Gentle and soft, Plump and so inviting, Feeling them upon my body, Be having me thinking naughty, Wanting more than just your lips,  Maybe, The tip, the head, the whole of your dick, Leaving trails, Down to my toes, Then heading back to up to my kitty, Licking and French kissing my inner lips, Just so I can pull you back up to my face, So we can seal the deal and mix our fluids to nasty back and from,  Within this endless kiss. Ig- daddys_nastypoet69 

 He is a Cancer, And I want him all through my body, I want his love to poison my veins, Driving me insane, Doing flips and jumps when he says my name, Overly obsessed, And I don't care if it's in vain, Like an addict smoking their crack, You do just dat, Lifted and committed Searching for you with two lights, You're too bright not to be seen, Sensitive to the touch, Loyal and nuturing to those you trust,, Crabby, But I love me a good seafood boil, Like silly me, I invented a world that may not be, But come hell or high water, The urge for that Cancer,  Won't simmer or burn out,  Im a glutton for this self-inflicted misery Because its thoughts of him that replays in my mind constantly, If I didn't know any better, I'd say he wad made for me, The other half to my yin, The conductor that controls the train to my life,  Like no lie, I could see myself being ya wife, Waking up to you on a daily,  Fucking you like crazy, Having a couple of ya babies. I can't shak...

 I really wanna say I'm horny, But im not I really need to refill my energy, And having sex will replenish me, Dealing with every day life has drain me  But during this session, I'll let you tame me, Frame my hips perfectly within your hands, Fucking you for all your worth is my plan, No you are not my man, But im cum and submit like it's my wifely duty, Cuz the end results is that you'll do me, Maybe record it, Capture me changing faces and blacking out, I warn you,  This is not just sex for you, This is how I become so bubbly and sweet, Your sexual energy is what I seek. Ig - daddys_nastypoet69 

 I did good, I didn't call or text Doesn't mean that I didn't want to, Just knew that there was no need to, You've shown me everything that I needed to know after the first date, But me being me, I tried to ignore it, But then the door flew of the hedges, And staring me in the face was the hurtful truth, I invented an image, a family in you that could never be, But today is my Bday and I just wanna be happy, It was my fault, I shouldn't have wrote you into my fantasy, Today is the day I've been waiting for, I waited so patiently, That i was all the way impatient, My face is vacant and my emotions are all over the place, I'll look myself in the mirror as say, " Today we turn a year older, a bit wiser, lose some people, and gain some more, but me, I'll always be". IG - daddys_nastypoet69 

 No matter what I do or who I talk to, You invade my space, Like you scattered bites and pieces all around my head, Images of you be making daily appearances even when I don't talk to you, I be really wanting to, Playing it cool and keeping my senses gathered, I wanna feel your lips press ever so gently against mines, Hear you repeatedly say my name over and over in my ear, Grabbing your face so I can open up your lips with my tongue so I can taste and explore its cavity, Thinking of you be a fight against gravity, Just be so smitten and feeling light as a feather waiting for you to come pluck me up off a beautiful Peacocks back, I wanna fall back cuz you said you ain't ready, But I'll be steady and applying pressure, My intentions  Are pure, We may bump heads, And you maybe won't like what I said,  But I won't destroy ya trust I want it to be an us You bring out the commitment in me. Ig - daddys_nastypoet69 

 I touch myself to your words and thoughts, Arch my back remembering your laugh, Pinch my nipples, Thinking about how you look at me, Lick my lips, Fantasizing about how ya hands felt hugging me, Mmm  Slowly twirling fingers around my clitoris, Picturing talking to you in ya full bare, Closing my eyes, Then re-opening them, Caught up in a daze, You've easily become my biggest obsession, Inserting a finger, then two Humping back  Feelings so strong, That I can feel another set of hands touching places, I wanna sit on ya face, Mmm, bringing my fingers to my mouth, I lick,  and suck like I had just lucked up and Ya dick fell in my mouth.  Ig - daddys_nastypoet69 

 I wanna text you but I won't, I wanna call  Stale,  Spark up a conversation, But then reality kicks in, And replays the last conversation like my favorite cartoon, Like it's almost noon,  and I'm slowly  Spiraling for someone that cant give a damn, Won't even give me 2 fucks, This shit sucks  And yet you told me you were approachable, Naw I was just very gullible  and it's very telling, I damn near gave you my soul on top of my innocence, I haven't been this dumb since, my early 20s and, just within two months, You did what I wouldn't allow others to do to me, - daddys_nastypoet69 

  I dreamt what I thought, And thought what I dreamt, I mean it seemed so real, Like I even felt your touch, Your hand upon my face Your forehead pressed against mines, My heartbeat raising out my chest from the feeling, I don't even know what I feeling, But I know that it's something, Even though it's been treated like it's nothing, I dreamt what I felt, and felt what I dreamt, All the insides of me, Know that I it's meant to be, It's just the wait game that confuses me, But me dreaming make me believe what I'm feeling. Ig  -daddys_nastypoet69