Woosah part 2

 I helped,

Now I'm hurting,

Accepting all this toxicity we make,

Hoping it would make my body shake and quiver in its pleasantries,

But all I've gotten was bouts of misery,

Insides on fire

Holding back words, and thoughts

Saying fuck whatever it costs,

I just want to be happy

Loved, cherished, wanted and not needed,

Accepted as is and not who someone wants me to be,

Jump scares are becoming my daily,

Conversations becomes arguments over nothing,

Im done being resourceful,

Putting others first,

Doing that is only making me worse,

Growing a hatred that's unshakable,

Starting to not like alot of people for no particular reasons,

It could be because the seasons changed, a nigga jumped in my lane,

You could just be breathing and I hate it,

You could just be breathing and I hate it,

Im tried of faking it,

You and I both know that I don't have to take this,

This shit is beneath me and just bluntly unbearable,

Fairies would neva!!



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